If time can go backward,
I wish I can live like other people, do not need to do many jobs, so I can do lots of things I want, like play with my friends, play guitar and do many things different.
Recalled these four years of college life, I spent little time with my friends, it reminds me of the phrase “what you paid, what you gain.”
Many time I felt I was lonely, and nobody cared about me, so I just can comfort myself, try to transfer my attention and don't think about it.
Maybe I look like very optimistic with everyone, but actually sometimes I also felt sadly and found no one can tell. After these four years of college, I can not help but ask myself “without these jobs and money, what do I have now?”